i hate holidays. sure, having the time off school is great, but its lonely and boring. most people have gone away to spend time with their families or got into the egg nog and are passed out somewhere with a creamy liquor beast in their belly. there's nothing to do now that classes are over and the gym is closed (gym closed!! PANIC!!) and i've started once again to wish that i had actual friends. that's the plural of "friend" and by "actual" i mean people that live in this state, preferably in the same area, who have similar interests, and that i know well enough that i could say with at least 99% confidence that they wouldn't try to kill me with a forklift. i'm sorry to sound like a damaged phonograph, but i really do miss my friends from high school. seems like back then it was easier to meet like-minded people and most of them didn't know how to operate a forklift. the point is: i'm tired of being alone. i don't want a one on one relationship either, i want friends. i want multiple persons i can talk to, spend time with, have fun with. and i'm trying to find these people, but its an awful lot harder than i remember it being, and i'm beginning to understand why i gave up after everyone moved away. i'm starting to wonder if maybe its true that if you have sims, you don't need friends. maybe i should just crawl back into my solitary lifestyle with my head hung in defeat and resign myself to being an island. i could even grow a coconut tree on my back- then i'd never truly be alone and i'd always have something to throw.
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